can't see this being a long post but I wanted to apologise for my absence.
Recently I have been struggling more than ever with depression and anxiety and have found myself in a very dark place. To be honest I have wanted to blog and also do more on my YouTube channel but I can't bring my self round to do anything I feel like my creative flare has gone out. I have no energy or will left to be able to get the thoughts that are worth sharing down to share with you guys. I hate it cause my brain is definitely not a quiet place at the moment but I feel it's too manic and dull of self loathing I can't handle it.
Fingers crossed that I'll pull round but I couldn't say when that could be.
So I hope you can be patient with me and
Hope you understand it's not I don't want to blog, I just can't get my head in the game.
Thanks for reading this.